Let'sFLY: 2007

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Huling Hirit sa First Semester… Oct 11. 07 -01:05am

October 10th, 2007 by gangwarily

Gaaahhh, I gravely need to pass my final exam in math today, what am I doing blogging when I’m supposed to be reviewing? Hehe, I just need to get out from it and take a
break, this new grading system’s really making me work, I remember the pass two
years, haha petiks kung petiks, but well it’s for the higher quality of education daw, I hope so…well it’s really affecting me real bad, I never really studied this long before but now I’m killing myself of sleep deprivation for reviewing sake and a new habit were formed, Caffeine…*sigh* I needed it, huhu (it suddenly occured to me, I should buy a lollipop and copy L Lawliet eheehe, cute cute…) before few mistakes could get me to DL easily, now few mistakes will pull me down the drain (test/ exams mistakes), the only goal you can have is a perfect grade for all subjects which driving me insane so to let it go, I’m becoming careless, gaaahhhh I already got gazillion zero, hay buhay sabi nga ni Mac and Dave para daw life…(OO na…)

Segue:

I pinched one guy this afternoon were not
even close…haha FC ako! I knew it, caffeine is really not for me, I use to
palpitate drinking it, not anymore but it’s driving me mad…I can’t stop talking
David’s getting tired of me.

My biological clock is drastically changing this past months and I’m not even working in a call center, another sigh for that, I drank 2cups of coffee the night before yesterday because I desperately need to stay awake to read the 7 boring chapters turns out it’s 8
and I wasn’t able to read the 8th and there I know I failed western history
this time, review mandarin and Philippine Literature. Oh thank goodness with
Philippine Literature it lessen my burden, after reviewing all that, I went to
bed ready to sleep even though it’s already 2am but I slept 4:30 am and Shanna
will wake up 30minutes after that to go to school, I’m just happy my class is not until 9am but still 2 and a half hours of trying to sleep is a burden, I tried counting sheep’s and it didn’t work, so I tried counting it in mandarin aba review narin yun, it makes me awake even more because after 10 and 20 I keep on stopping to think of the next number to count. (i.e shi sheep (10 sheep), stop… shi yi sheep. (10 + 1 = 11), shi jiu sheep (19 sheep) stop… er shi sheep (2 + 10 =20). It didn’t work, ok fine, I traveled to Britain, Paris, Japan and Local places in the Philippines (of course it’s all in my head) gaaaah I never imagined on going to SK haha…wag dun…maybe someday I hope for real this time, but now I can’t bear to even think of visiting the place just yet…

Segue:

Ate Steph bakit ang luya mukhang ginger?!

( Luya is the Filipino word for ginger)

By Kelly my 8yrs old sister.

Na Speechless
ako…

Belated happy Birthday Lizzy!

Ay sows…I hate remembering how
racist people could be, gaaaahhh…have you read about the meaning of Filipina in Oxford Dictionary? They stated there, that it means domestic helper, nothing else. Duh? How racist is that? Did it ever occur to them that maybe not all people here in the Philippines are domestic helper and it’s also compose of different people with different occupation? What do they think of this country, a place where they can get a DH when they want to?

I didn’t personally watched this particular episode, well I’m not really watching
Desperate Housewives but I heard from credible people that one character went
to a doctor and said “give me any doctor as long as they didn’t come from the
Philippines!” Sorry IKAW NA ANG RACIST!

These kinds of things really get into my nerves, yeah we know we are part of the 3^rd world country and we have a very corrupt government but that doesn’t mean that all of us are that kind of people, (it’s not like we are all retards,
incompetent or something) or that we are not struggling like anyone else for
reforms and betterment of our country. They should be thankful they aren’t
living in this republican country but they don’t have the right to say such
things. I am a Hapa Girl that so happens to have more than two mixed blood in
my veins but even so I can’t bear hearing this kind of remarks, yeah I also
dream of leaving this state but still I am not giving up hope for this country.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I’m Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A lá peaceful melody
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i’ma saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
No need to complicate
Our time is short
It can not wait, I’m yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful
melody)
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No please, don’t complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No please, don’t hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your’s!

7 ways to pull off the haggard look

October 10th, 2007 by gangwarily

In this day and age where there are various factors
to ruin your style, practically anything can ruin your day. So whether you have
a bad hair day, “wet” [with sweat] look, or simply looking like you badly need some sleep, here are 7 ways to
pull off the haggard look:

Like any style you try to pull off, you are
bound to get attention one way or the other. So if you go to your school or office in your
famous “windang” state, pop a gum, chew, and show your infamous
in-your-face look. Chances are, you’ll look unfazed and unaffected. Very
cool look.
It’s all in the ramp, baby. Bear in mind that whether those eye bags are
already a part of the human anatomy or your hair strands can already pass
as antennas, if you walk ‘sosyal’, they’ll think that it’s natural.
Laugh it off like some silly joke. People can’t help but make stupid side remarks.
Shrug it off. Your look is already ruined enough as it is. Don’t try to
make it more embarrassing by getting all “emo” about it.
“Nothing is ever beautiful without being ugly
once in a while.” Say this over
and over again. It’ll boost your self-esteem.
Get a sip on the anti-stupefying liquid: water. Remember, do not GULP. Sip. Maintain your
manners.

Be part
of the act. Of course, don’t
act like you’re haggard. Remember, self-image is EVERYTHING in this
beauty-crazed world. So if you think you’re haggard, don’t heat things
anymore by acting like one. Denial is the key.
Rush to the nearest wash room. You know you look it already, so do something
about it.

Bear in mind that we are not encouraging you to have
this as your permanent look. It’s simply a reminder that this is a first-aid
for all you career men and women out there who don’t have the time to fix
themselves up properly. But for crying out loud, don’t let this be your style.
You can still look good.

Now whoever said that Global
Warming can cramp your style?

By: Isabel
Geronilla

Simple rants

October 10th, 2007 by gangwarily

Drugged

Walking fast paced…

Head’s blank like white linen piece

As bare feet hardly touching the cold ground

And stranded in an inanimate circular Island

Where the world’s about to meet its end

It must have been better to find the obsolete

Than keep on falling on fruitless fate.

Familiar places keep hunting you with memories

While innocent victim drugged in hypnotic daze

Creeping back, good feelings that I once felt

Is now as monstrous as wanting you

Pulling yourself together while nose stuffed in good books

Are in no good, when all I can smell is the

Luxuriant sugar balls that is of you.

-CSS

Damn, this is awkward…salute for Mr. Rolando Tinio for making the Aubade and yet not feeling weird about it, ehehe but kidding aside it’s a really cool break up theme kind of poetry, I leave it all to you Mr. Tinio!

One afternoon our professor required us to make a love poem in Phil. Lit and it’s strictly for Significant others and so my hope of not making a love poetry or something shattered, and crap it took a one and a half hour for me to make this poem in the end its about broken love or something whatever, I’m jut relieved it’s finished and I got a
good laugh while reading the works of others specially those people who are in
denial that they are actually bitter haha! Yes I’m talking about you!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Crazy Week

September 23rd, 2007 by gangwarily

Friday:
September 14 2007

We found out the sudden demise of a friend, co-debater, and schoolmate Michael “ mike” Ong, we may not be that close but we will forever treasure the memories we shared, the SABAW moments in our training, your crazy answer in the question in our screening because you just want to go home for it’s raining outside, the last smile you gave me when I jokingly told you “ hoy Ong!, umatend ka nga ng training tatakas ka nanaman e.!” You will be miss!

When we went home that night, the house is a wreck, no household help to be found only to find out that they left us, because we have been suspicious of them because there are money and phones that had been missing at home.

Later that night two of our dogs fought and trying to stop them, my mom was bitten, both on her left and right hand and it’s been pretty serious she can’t use her hands.

Saturday:
Fifteen

Since there is no one to clean the
house, I have to wake up at 5am, earlier than I usually do when I go to school, I
have to bathe Kellogs, I helped inside the house, it’s been pretty tiring
gaaahh I like doing household chores but since I graduated from highschool I’ve
been such a prima donna that I only do chores limited to my personal stuff.

My appointment to watch a play in CCP
was cancelled (I want to Watch Mulan!) because my mom needed to sleep that
bad, she has fever my brother’s somewhere with his friends, my dad’s at work. I
felt bad going out leaving my sisters and mom alone. It’s funny because I felt
really responsible to take care of them; maybe it’s my eldest daughter instinct
going.

Around 9am, (It feels like 12pm,because I woke up early and I am already hungry.) new household help arrive,Iyubsyou Joy! But since she’s new I have to help her out, orientation with me and mom, and I have to deal with our dogs too, because for now she’s a stranger for them. (That’s feeding 12 dogs twice a day and bathing 9 dogs. Don’t ask me
about their poop…)

Sunday: Sixteen

I woke up early, clean our rooms and
do some light stuff, and getting ready to go out, I am going to watch Romulus
d’ grayt at PETA and my family will go to MOA. Haha that’s like two opposite
places.

It has been a nice and tiring day too!

Monday:
Seventeen

I went to Bilibid Muntinlupa with the
rest of Beda’s BLF students. Me with the seven other students broke the rule,
haha, we went their on our own, (which they call, taking a little risk) why did
we do that? We don’t want to pay 110pesos for transportation riding a jeepney,
too expensive and with the rest of our 1million and one reason. The few minutes
ride is filled of laughter but seeing the high barb wire fence, suddenly we want
to chicken out and it became that scary especially when we parade inside the
medium security jail going to their elementary school, which we are assigned to
stay and interact with the inmates, because all the shenanigans there are
looking at us, proving Jean-Paul Sarte philosophy of stare.

Tuesday:
Eighteen

busy, busy day…as one of the assigned
usherettes in the symposium held at Rosendo Herrera hall, I was supposed to
help in decorating the place, which I failed to do because I’ve been into a
tampuhan with a friend which lasted only for a few minutes, but when I went
back to the place, they finished everything only technical stuff was left to
work out. Through texting with people I found out that my professor in
broadcast media took an indefinite LOA, which really affect us, because she has
been a real nice professor and this thing is going too fast for all of us. And
majority of the class wants her to stay. (Meaning, it’s possible that it’s not
simply an LOA but something else.)

After the symposium I came to
conclude that it’s not only the student body who are hard headed but also the
faculty, as an usherette it’s my duty to lead them to their respected chairs,
which I felt stupid in doing so, because every time I do they would shrugged
everything I say and go on sitting wherever they want instead. (It would have
been nice if all of them would nicely tell me that they don’t like to sit where
I lead them to, instead of treating me like I should not care because I am
merely a facilitator.)

Segue: ansarap nung cassava na binenta
nung sociology class.

Good thing, the symposium has been
successful, that Sir Jacome, told us how thankful he is, that it won’t happen
if it weren’t for our help and all and if we saw his stapler, because it’s
missing and if we do “utang na loob, paki balik!”

Wednesday:
Nineteen

Sarah and I were not able to attend our
western history class because we were stocked in the middle of SLEX for failed
engine, gaaahh…after what seems like forever, some officials arrived to check
the problem and told us his own findings (which wasn’t really the
problem.)Afterwards he asked are you girls, related? Like sisters? We look at
each other and laugh doing all of it in a synchronize motion and said “hindi,
po!”

Thursday: Twenty

All I know is my kapatid, Sarah
had a crazy day, and I was just happy to not have the supposed long quiz in
Algebra!

We met our new prof. in
broadcast, she is the same prof. we have in Phil. Literature. She’s a good
professor and very nice too, but we are still hoping for our old prof. to
comeback, I even signed the signature campaign made by my classmates to be
given to the admin.

Friday:
Twenty One

Fpm group: We talked about Mike, we
shared stories he left for us, and we really missed him, debate circle will
never be the same without him, Mico his bestfriend might not attend the
training because his not part of it anymore and everytime I see Mico I would
feel sad because grievance is written all over his face, how he is still not
over the fact that Mike is no longer with us. wala na si KimChu

namin. He’s also my partner in debate we are assigned to be the bouncer every
time the screening is on going because he’s 6’2 tall. And we do love scaring
people trying out to be part of the circle. We also plan on wearing a paper bag
with holes only for eyes and everything’s covered so no one will know who’s me
or him. We also talked about how he was supposed to be the jack in jack in the
box, every time a debater would make a nonsense argument about a particular
topic.

Saturday:
Twenty Two

After bathing the 9dogs of ours.
I’m simply cramming and going crazy…gaaaaaaaahhhhhh…too many deadlines to
meet…pressure…stress!

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

cliches…

September 5th, 2007 by gangwarily

Quotations, lines in some songs and many others that either struck
me or I can just plainly relate, and others that actually inspire me and it can
also be something I find to be ideal, it’s hard to explain but one way or the other all this has something to do with me (malamangnoh?) …

‘Why do bad things happen
to good people MARY? That’s the mystery”

–coming from a broken record in the movie Captivity

“I just want you to know
who I am”

–my
favorite line in one of my favorite songs entitled Iris by Goo Goo Dolls

Emperor Meiji: Tell
me how he died…

Nathan Algien: I’ll
tell you how he lived…

-In The
last Samurai

“Feel the rain in
your skin (no one Else) no one else can feel it for you; only you can let it in”

Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield

“The World’s great men have not commonly been great scholars, nor its great scholar great men”

–Oliver
Wendell Holmes 1809-1844 American Author/Poet

“If a strong emotion suddenly lights all the candles
we carry inside ourselves, it creates a brightness that shines far beyond our
normal vision and then a splendid tunnel appears that show us to recover our lost divine origin. The soul longs to return to the place it came from, leaving the body lifeless”

_*JOHN* in
Like water for chocolates by Laura Esquivel

“Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you’re keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally came to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other 4 balls, family, health, friends and integrity are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will never be irrevocable, scuffed, wicked, perhaps even shattered”

–Suzanne in
Suzanne’s diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

“Reality is
Far better than fantasy”

–Mary/Lola
(Lindsay Lohan in the confession of teenage drama queen)

*I really don’t know but right now, I’ll stick to
daydreaming…haha(^-^)*

“We know, we have to be light of the world but most of the time we failed to figure out what kind of light we have to shine out”

-By Artistic Worshiper Ramus in www.cyworld.com/ran_amus

“The true greatness of a person does not lie in richness or power but in character and goodness”

–Anne Frank *Tales from
the Secret Annex*

“Ang Pagibig hindi
dinidivide, minumultiply yan”

–Leah in
Bata bata paano ka ginawah

*haha, I agree with her, that is why I can’t understand others trying so
hard to explain to their love ones how their heart and love are divided unto
them…

“Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives…but none about his/her own…” -The Alchemist

“I walk
under a bus got hit by a train, it felt so good I wanna do it again…”

-Buses and Train by Bachelor Girl

*The Irony of love…ejeje

“Sumayaw ka na parang walang nanonood, kumanta na parang walang nakikinig at umibig ng parang hindi ka nasaktan”

-Kim Sam Soon tagalized version

(i don’t know who wrote it but this particular version, Ive seen on tv)

*Ambitious…(and it should be read the way Florenz say it…haha) hmmm…right, right, I really like the part with the dancing and singing in a literal way, it’s really cool if I would be able to do that, without being anxious at all…haha)

Kronk: So you
guys are really listening to my stories?

Old Woman: I am weeping from the inside

–Kronks new groove the movie

Wake up, who cares about
little boys that talks to much?

-To be with you of Mr. Big

“L, do you know that the god of death only eat apples?”

-Light
Yagami in deathnote

Segue: I love L Lawliet…yiiihhh

“There is nothing like good food to fill the emptiness of the heart”

-Linda “The Female
Principle by F. Sionil Jose

*well, I exhaust myself trying to get an explanation with my unending
pigging out lately but I think this one can’t still explain it all…I like what
Ms. Jessica Zafra said in her article Twisted that food is good in venturing
your stress and depression, because they even entice you, that they already
welcome their death in our body. Something like that…they do not fight but
surrender easily…

“Life is a banquet and most damned fools are starving to death” –Auntie Mame

“Everything that’s worth having is some trouble”-Anne Shirley in Anne of Avonlea

Who would not know about these lines, they’re so famous that sometimes when you hear a wrong person using it, it would really ruin your day, and it becomes really cheesy too…(ruined momentums… that sucks…)

“Great power comes with great responsibility”

–Peter Parker’s grandfather in SpiderMan

“You Complete me” Tom Cruise in Jerry Mcguire

“You had me at hello” Renee Zellweger in Jerry Mcguire

(^-^)ejeje

“Love is like chocolates you don’t know what you might get”

-Forest Gump

*I don’t know if this is correct, I’m writing it from memory and I haven’t even
watched the film yet,(I’m such a LOSER!) but someone told me this and I said
that it sound so familiar and that I think I have heard it before and he
explained that it’s a famous line in a movie of tom hanks and so on…

“A sincere voice is louder than a crowd” -Elle woods in legally blonde

*Gasgas na ito sakin, I often remember this when I have to give an
example of a quote or something like that…

“Ang di magmahal sa sariling wika daig pa ang malansang isda” –Jose Rizal

-it’s like a broken record that I keep on hearing in elementary that I even have to read it’s English version in a foreigners page to actually give it some thought
and have an impact on me…

From my Mentors…

“I don’t get angry, I get even” as our Department Head in CMS often
inculcate to us when our class are doing what they are known for…(what is
that?… it’s only that they said Communication students are all noisy, and
mind you, it’s not all gossip)

“What’s in a name?” –As Sir Rommel Corro bluntly put it after
telling us how others could discriminate like in the classified ads, they would indicate a certain school name which a student should have graduated, to be able to get a job in their company as if other small school doesn’t exist, that only those particular school they mentioned are the only ones who got great students…

“I can be Nasty”
by Ms. Linda Itchon, also very memorable, first hear it from ms. Was when I was
in Second year and when it was repeated in our junior years it has been a
laughingstock of most CMS students because we thought it’s just a joke but
troubles arise just by this particular phrase.

“Mga Anak kayo ng Nanay Niyo!” As my ever favorite Highschool Teacher Ms. Lolit Casipit often exclaim when we are going a bit overboard…

“CONTROL” Sir Danilo Aragon always makes it a point that he
wrote this on the board (and most of the time, it’s the only thing written on
it he said that when you have control, it’s like having everything…(I will not
further explain…)

-Here I think his other expressions are far famous than this one like
“si GMA…!” with matching High Manly Voice of his, who could ever forget that?,
sometimes students would greet him with “Sir, Kamusta si GMA?!” while imitating his voice…

“In a race, it’s not how fast you run, it’s how long you can keep your fastest pace to the finish line”

Sir Lenn Arre in Nat. Sci 12.

“If your mind is tired, tire your body as well then if your body is also tired go to sleep and it will all balance” –as my PE14 professor often quoted Mr. Angco

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

The Coward SoulSearcher

August 28th, 2007 by gangwarily

Coward SoulSearcher :

“The person who search the world to find her soul, to finally be true and unite with it, but when she found her soul, she then became scared, backed out from the obstacle that separates them, she did not fought, too coward to even try, that she lost without even starting, now she’s back from scratch, this time, she’s looking for the wizard of Oz (not to wish for a soul, it would be stupid, since everybody, even her knows the real story.) but hoping that this journey could help, to find her courage, and to have the adventure of her life.”

Agosto Diyagolo…

August 28th, 2007 by gangwarily

Anonymous: do you think i’m a bad
person? Because right now I think I am…

Coward Soul Searher: huh?! your
being weird again…

A: No…I’m pretty serious, you see
if i’m not a bad person then I would have deserve the person i love…

CSS: *confused*

A: Don’t you think so? then tell me
what’s on your mind…

CSS; *established eye contact* I
think that there is someone out there that will love you for who you

are…accept you w/o hesitation
knowing all your flaws…I say this because I am that kind of person

A: *look away* easy for you to say,
have you ever been bad? you’ve never been inlove either and most importantly

you haven’t experienced anything bad in your
life…

CSS: …

A: What? don’t be like that…your
suddenly became so quiet…

CSS: *looked up, teary eyed then
smiled…*

Thursday, August 9, 2007

blinkblink*

by gangwarily

August 09 2007
08:00pm

Getting bored reviewing for my midterms, I picked the book I borrowed in our Library last Monday. Twisted by Jessica Zafra, I knew I will like this book, the writers pretty twisted, I know I don’t look like I like morbid stuff but in this case I do admire people who can speak their mind so freely especially in writing, like Ms. Zafra, the way she express herself and write, makes the whole book so alive.
Today is what one can call “fine, I’m alive so what…”day but after reading few of her entry in her column compiled here in this book, she has an unending sufferings but you can actually learn and have fun reading it or simply say “oh my, I do have a good life…”
While Reading it, i receive a text message saying “congrats daw from Ms. Espina great articles daw!” if that won’t make your day I don’t know what…especially if you had a non nonsensical conversation with the person you want to hate, punch and bite really hard but can’t because you know that person didn’t do anything bad to you except hurt you in a way you greatly understand, and you only hope that, that person would say something nice that could at least ease your pain (or simple make you feel better) but instead only add more to your towered pile of disappointments with that person.
Ugh…never mind, I need to go back reviewing or else I’ll fail 3 exams and one long quiz, I don’t want that, I’m not the kind of person who’ll be so careless just because I feel bad… so back to my responsibility and hopefully I’ll find solace telling myself that 4 test is still better than taking algebra.

Monday, July 23, 2007

My Japanese name

July 23rd, 2007 by gangwarily

Your Japanese Name Is…

Sukey Hayashi

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Isang Sabado

July 22nd, 2007 by gangwarily

Happy Birthday Ate JayDee
and Belated to Jerlick!

Hehe may greetings….Ate Jd sorry di ako nakapunta…I’m sure you guys enjoyed the party…si Jayjay daw nagluto? Wow…

Besty…oi haberdei…thanks for being such a nice friend ok?

Love, Happiness and God’s Blessing! For each of you Happy Happy Birthday!

Moving on…

Haha…masaya naman kahapon (july 21 Saturday)…we watched
movies as in whole family…it’s been quite a while since we last have that kind
of bonding so ayun Transformers and Harry Potter andami tao sa festi… pati mga Jeromians andami din…ayan tuloy di namin nasimulan yung transformers…same thing with Harry Potter…we all enjoyed both movies…pagod nga lang and I’m feeling guilty, kase ang cellphone ko e andami na palang message as usual I’m not minding it…all of the messages are important…frist to my family and secong its essential for my film and theater subject…gaahhh…it’s too late…buti nalang at masaya rin yung relatives ko who went to visit kahit na were late for like 2 hours para masundo sila, all because of my so careless use of cellphone…grabe talaga ako ang taong parang walang cellphone eh…

Saebi and Mac
may Korean Invasion din kahapon dun eheheh…the funny thing is some of them are eyeing on Shanna hahah ang kapatid kong nagdadalaga…niahahah…nakakatuwa nga eh kase tinuturo siya nung mga kasing age niya na mga Koreans, tawa lang kame ni mommy…ehehhe…she has no idea though…she’s buying drinks kase nun…

Ang cute cute ni Marzhadel….our cousin who went to visit, nakakatuwa…we don’t have baby around the house anymore, si Kelly kase damulag na daw eheheh…she’s still our baby but having true baby is still different ehehhe…so we had fun…I told my Aunt that she can leave her daughter to me and I’ll adopt her…they just laugh at me…hey I’m pretty serious…my borrowing of our neighbor’s baby days are now over…huhuhu…he has grown and I guess his
also studying now so no playing with babies….I’m in vain…eheheh

Friday, July 13, 2007

Another Friday the 13TH…

July 13th, 2007 by gangwarily

Morning: 7am

Before
Anything else, first Happy Birthday to Mossah Maica Carlos!

Integration nga pala ngayon…

Di pako natutulog: dinadaan sa Kain…

Wala nakong magawa para hindi antukin, walang maistorbo dahil may mga exams ang mga kapatid ko…

Kumakanta si Dave sa CR at naririnig ko hanggang dito sa Kusina, brighter ng paramore…

May quiz nga pala ako sa College Algebra ngayon…I can only wish to pass…*sigh*

Gusto kong manood ng Harry Potter at Transformers…wala akong pera at kasama pati ang pambli ko ng Harry Potter book 7 nagastos ko na…anu ba naman yan…

Buti nalang at nagbasa ako ng blog ni Ehn at Jham at napasaya naman nila ako…

At sa mga panahong ganito si Namie Amuro nalang ang nakakapagpasaya sakin lalo na tuwing nakikita ko ang litrato niya sa aking telepono…Napakaganda niya talaga! Hindi nako natutuwa kay Jaejung bakit kaya, siguro dahil nagsawa nako sa itsura niyang parang babae sa
sobrang kagwapuhan…

Nakakainis andami ko ng tinamang spelling dito, nakikialam kase ang spell checker ko, hindi nga ako nageenglish bakit ba?

Minsan loka loka din ako, lalo na kapag pressured wala akong ibang iniisip kundi yung mangyayari sa araw ng mga deadlines ko, nakakabaliw tapos ngayon biglang hindi pala matutuloy ang Play namin ng Chinese folklore pati yung long quiz…pero hindi parin nawawala ang pressure andami paring iniisip, nakakastress na ha…

Grabe ansaya ko pa namansana sa Mandarin Class dahil gusto ko talagang matuto ng ibang lenggwahe pero bakit ganun nakaka dalawang quiz na kame at dalawang zero na din ako…walang naniniwala pero seryoso, kaya kailangan ko ng maglugmok at magaral sa Mandarin
pati ang mga intonasyon na kinalilito ko dapat ko na ngang simulang kabisahin…hay naku matrabaho ito…

Kabuki…naguguluhan parin ako…walang practice, walang blocking, on the spot performance nanaman, kaya ba natin? Well kailangan kayanin…goodluck nalang sa atin…

May na sketch ako para sa poster, as if naman pwede yun, hindi ko ito forte…anhirap magrecruit ha…alam ko nakakatakot at nakakakaba pero kung di natin lalakasan ang loob walang mangyayari lalo na kung may ganito ka gandang opportunidad…sabi ko nga pangangatawanan ko ito…maganda din yan ilagay sa resume…at higit sa lahat para sa sarili ko, para di nako maging duwag…at madevelop ko na ang aking skill diyan sa bagay na yan.

July 13 ’07
Friday

Evening:
6:00am

CMS THE BEST!

We won! Weeeh…congratulation 1^st year cms! And to all the people behind the hard work especially Lyndon hehe you made it guys!

As for me:
kailangan ko ng matulog…

Nakakafrustrate
kase ang araw na ito…aba bumagsak ba naman ako sa western history dahil dyan sa zero base na yan…pero di parin sigurado dahil sabi ni Ms. Gonzales eh 60 na daw ang passing ngayon dahil nga sa zero base pero bakit 30/40 ang passing kanina eh badtrip naman 29/40 lang ako eh…and 72% lang yun…anlabo talaga…isa pa yang Algebra feeling ko alam na alam ko na siya tapos nung nag take nako nang quiz aba at nalimutan ko naman ang lahat…badtrip talaga…papasa paba ako? Buti nalang at may ice craze with Fpm group na dagdagan mo pa ng Mossah edi natanggal nga naman ang frustration ko…at naisigaw ko ata dun sa pagche-cheer sa Cms kanina…ehehhe…kahit hindi daw malakas sigaw ko, feeling ko nga wala na kong lalamunan…sige na itutulog ko na ito…

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

live, laugh, love…

July 11th, 2007 by gangwarily

In some way, however, small and secret, each of us is a
little mad…Everyone is lonely at bottom and cries to be understood; but we can
never entirely understand someone else, and each of us remains part stranger
even to those who love us…

It is the weak who are cruel; gentleness is to be expected
only from the strong…

Those who do not fear are not really brave, for courage is
the capacity to confront what can be imagined

…You can understand people better if you look at them—-no
matter how old or impressive they may be— as if they are children. For most
of us never mature; we simply grow taller…

Happiness comes only when we push our brains and hearts to
the furthest reaches of which we are capable…

The purpose of life is to matter—to count, to stand for
something, to have it make some difference that we lived at all.

*Leo Rosten

Bulag, Pipi at Bingi

July 11th, 2007 by gangwarily

Bulag, Pipi at Bingi

Makinig…

May tinig na di naririnig

Pangalan mo yata’y binabangit

Magmasid, tumitig

May larawang di tumitindig

Ikaw ata’y hinahawig

Manalita

Sa iyo’y may nakikinig

Bawat salita mo’t dinidinig.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Laugh trip

July 8th, 2007 by gangwarily

Crazy crazy day! Sobrang laugh trip…After our western history subject to our Phil. Lit. there is something with this day, so carefree though I just failed my foreign language quiz, (crap, the intonation is just hard but I’ll get it soon…harharhar…I still love mandarin so nothing can stop me from passing this…I hope…) hmmm…I have headache too but I kept on laughing till I went home. It’s not that bad to have all of us girls in crazy mood we just laugh at anything…one spoiler…sorry saebi…hope you’ll get over that part ok? Let’s just speesh English and not greek…hehe no ptvxqm next time just us.

Our insights about the short story and essays on Phil Literature:

The serious part:

Liwanag at Dilim:

When darkness wrings the
eyes of blind

We shed no tears

We see no light

We cast a storm

We swim in blood

It makes the tragic seem so
just

So frail and beautiful in
such might

Who dares conjure this
wondrous light?

Amidst the darkness there’s
light in sight

That calls to the oppressed
man, woman and child

Open thy heart, thy soul
and thy mind

With light there’s freedom
where we can go full flight

The supposedly serious
part:

Wedding Dance: by Amador T. Daguio

The clamour of the gong
entice thy ear

Provoke thy body and seduce
thy air

Thy heart is mingled with
thy tears

As thou think of the events
that grow near

*“You incompetent bastard, why
did you go just so you could leave me with some whore”

She talks to herself in
self induce stupor.

*What’s with the rap like poetry doing there? Well since Mac and I are having our mini debate which of the beans and beads is the real sign of their (Awiyao and Lumnay) love, so we end up with this, actually recited by Mac and we all decided while laughing that it would be ok though Lumnay is Selfless which is like violating the story and making our own.

So it’s unfinished, well mainly because we realize that we’re not suppose to summarize the story but to give our insights…but in this point we all are having fun with what we are doing the merging of both old English and modern style… hihi…so 5minutes before the bell rings Saebi took the paper and do her thang…

Wedding dance: the serious part

We wait for love, we wait
for some man.

In the brink of forever we
held no hand

All is well we’re alone

But why oh why do we cry
such tone?

I wait in time we wait in
vain

Only to experience such
fruitless pain

But all is worth of what we
have

If it be all for the one we
love.

It’s done thanks to Saebi,
Sarah and Mac!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Tanghalian

June 27th, 2007 by gangwarily

Grabe, I never thought how lost I was
because of my inferiority complex, I abandon my writings, just because I’m dead
scared that I even forgot that creative writing is a form of art and Art can
only be an Art when it became an expression of oneself, I miss a lot that when
I started writing I forgot how to do it, I don’t even know where to start, what
to say, until I repeatedly told myself, I don’t need to be pressured I just
have to express myself, its my prerogative. Say what I want to say and express
what I feel, I don’t wanna be scared, so even if I am still intimidated, I
would try my best to put my writings here, I need constructive criticisms
please destructive one’s are unsolicited, I know I need to improve and now I am
starting right from scratch but it would help me gain my confidence. So here it
goes two of the writings that I made last night:

Breeze

Busy,
busy, busy

no
more thinking just gut-feeling

No
time to breathe just talk

nothing
to do but work

no
philosophizing then face the odds

consequences
are hard but we need to learn to pause

And
feel that breeze touch our souls

for
it can give peace even to the wildest of hearts

Tanghalian

kulitan
at tawanan

masaya
nga tingnan ngunit may kulang

anu
ba at nababagabag?

katahimikan
ay di maaring dumaan

dahil
sakit ay lalong nararamdam

sige
tawa lang, kahit anu lang

wala
lang bastusan.

malapit
na ngang tumunog ang kampana

isa-
isa ng magaalisan

matitira
ka,

hindi
makaiyak dahil sa kung anung dahilan

hanggat
kaya sige lang, tumahimik kana lang

haggang
dumating ang tanghalian

Friday, June 22, 2007

happy day…

June 22nd, 2007 by gangwarily

Today is just a BLAst! eheheh…its not finish yet(i mean the day is not over yet), i know but i am genuinely happy half the day…(nyak may nalalaman pang ganun…)so i wanna conclude that i am indeed happy…ano ba yan…………………….Ok!… Moving on, it’s a typical day but me and the FPM group Minus Harang Plus Mark had a very weird lunch break minus the english conversation since we no longer have the foreigner…hala ansama ko talaga…Fine…sorry Oppa..but you know that we miss yah, ryt…NOBOdY cried over the fries lately as the rap of saebi goes…(and that is, since you’d been gone…)anyway back to my happy day story…i was able to tease saebi, not that much though since they turn the table on me…but so what, at least i still did, we are so noisy in the cafeteria that even the other group’s keep looking at us, eheheh..i can read their mind and it goes like:HUH? Sarah, Steph, and Isabel are noisy? what the…what’s going on in the world? and there comes the "God save us" expression of Martina…ehehe…and surprisingly it is Martina who is quiet today…(uhhh…you misses Oppa don’t you?!, eehhe…Saranghe Tini)whoa…and even though Mark is sick his still very much active in teasing me…for crying out loud why me?…i know…i know you guys are scared of saebi…so imma call mosh to help me out next time…niahahha…there’s a lot of bribing going on in our group so unfair…INJUSTICE!…but our funny bone has been active for 2 and a half hours…tiring…it’s so hot though, in the cafeteria…i miss mustard and the new service that they have now in our canteen have mustard yiii..another reason to be happy…even in DoMC’s and JoBI, they don’t have mustard…ehehhe…so i’m writing here in my blog…but i learn about how some people think i must say rather odd, they put meaning to things that is supposedly be seen as it is…in it’s simplest form…my gulay…yup…the misconception of the simpleminded…and why oh why am I one of them, fine. words can sometimes have many different levels of meaning and can be that complex…but let’s try to also consider the person…maybe that’s not her personality or it can be against her principles, so we definitely need to try to understand that thing maybe the way she would see it, then at that we could then understand. That’s all for my happy day…I’m going now, I’ll watch heroes…XIEXIE

Monday, May 7, 2007

No Such Thing

May 7th, 2007 by gangwarily

No
Such Thing
Artist:John Mayer

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I’d like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something’s better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits and
Maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can’t find the answers
And all of our parents
They’re getting older
I wonder if they’ve wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something’s better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
As long as I’m alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above

I just can’t wait ’til my 10 year reunion
I’m gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for

Me on the
song:

I know it’s not in the big picture and main
scene now, but I still love this song, when I heard it again, few days ago…it
just makes me happy…I like the meaning, the tune, even though I think John
Mayer seems real arrogant (well because he got the talent…he has that right)
but men…I do love his music…I also admire the arrangement or whatever it is
called the part when he plays his guitar…that’s just awesome

Is he the one who wrote
this song? I’m not really sure but from what I heard his the one writing most
of his songs so if that so…his a very expressive, creative and courageous
person…there’s this part that can be questioned…it raised my eyebrow at first
listening to the part when he sang I am invincible…as long as I’m alive… well
it just had too many meanings…and the first meaning that came to my mind is
that no limitation…free to do anything you want which can’t be right…specially
if it comes to conservative people…and old soul like me…but common sense tells
us that it is true because humans can really do anything they want as long as
their alive….I just hope that privilege will be use selflessly though…

My brother’s favorite song is
your body is a wonderland…his very creative in his lyrics…and very expressive,
really good…now I like his song waiting on the world to change…(also its music
video)I don’t hate Sanjaya but I kinda think he didn’t justify singing this
song on American Idol…ok I love his hair…eheheh…and him singing bathwater…I know
not all liked it, but I think I am more interested on his version of bathwater
than that of no doubt…well no doubt’s music is really good too but not the
genre I like.

The person I remember with this song is
Avon Ang don’t know why…but I remember you trying to learn the guitar chords of
this song…can you play it now? Its 3yrs ago…eheheh I miss you girl

Friday, April 13, 2007

Friday the 13th

April 13th, 2007 by gangwarily

Well…all i can say is that i am soo..happy thanks to all those people who called me and greeted me in advance…i almost cried, its been three years that i totally detached myself from you guys…no communication at all and yet, you remembered its my 18th birthday!i am soo happy…i almost cried…(yeah right…alam ko mababaw talaga ako…) but hey this is really a special day…i got great gifts too…ehehhe…ill post them in my photo album i hope everybody can see it…thanks for them…its not my birthday yet…and i’m this happy…thanks so much! I guess not all people have good luck on Friday the 13th…but Thank God there is no accident at all…though i’m not really that superstitious but it is still better to be careful and be happy on this day!…Thanks again my good friends…i hope i can see you soon…oh right sorry there is no celebration at all for some reasons and that you weren’t able to go to my house…maybe next time…haha…i hope so…

Sunday, April 1, 2007

April (my Favorite Month)

April 1st, 2007 by gangwarily

Why?

1st: Summer is
officially here

2^nd:
It’s my birthday this month, I usually don’t announce it, I often let others
remember it, some do, some doesn’t and its kinda dramatic, but this year, it’s
different I’m excited with my birthday, it’s nothing especial but I do want to
feel the love from all of the people I love and who loves me just the same. Oh
right it’s my eighteenth birthday but that’s not the reason why, many people
expect a lot of changes but sorry they aren’t happening in just a snap, change
is normal for everyone so expecting it on my birthday is pretty lame thing to
do. It can happen anytime, anyways, why is it really important for Filipina girls
to celebrate their 18^th birthday? Sign of being a full grown lady? (I’m
still childish ehehhe) In U.S its sixteen right? What’s the difference then? At
any rate, there is one thing I really really want though, a hair cut new style
not just my long straight hair. Ehehe small but that would mean great deal for
me. Hmm…no party either, don’t know how I would celebrate it but surely I want
to thank God I made it for 18yrs.

To the newly
Graduates Batch 2007…CONGRATUALATIONS! Especially Ate Seth! WOW! You made it!

It’s april fools day and I can’t believe that I’d
been tricked… hehe…Happy April Fool’s Day Everyone…

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Love you Forever

March 11th, 2007 by gangwarily

Love You Forever

by Robert Munsch

A mother held her new baby and very slowly rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she held him, she sang: