Gaaahhh, I gravely need to pass my final exam in math today, what am I doing blogging when I’m supposed to be reviewing? Hehe, I just need to get out from it and take a
break, this new grading system’s really making me work, I remember the pass two
years, haha petiks kung petiks, but well it’s for the higher quality of education daw, I hope so…well it’s really affecting me real bad, I never really studied this long before but now I’m killing myself of sleep deprivation for reviewing sake and a new habit were formed, Caffeine…*sigh* I needed it, huhu (it suddenly occured to me, I should buy a lollipop and copy L Lawliet eheehe, cute cute…) before few mistakes could get me to DL easily, now few mistakes will pull me down the drain (test/ exams mistakes), the only goal you can have is a perfect grade for all subjects which driving me insane so to let it go, I’m becoming careless, gaaahhhh I already got gazillion zero, hay buhay sabi nga ni Mac and Dave para daw life…(OO na…)
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I pinched one guy this afternoon were not
even close…haha FC ako! I knew it, caffeine is really not for me, I use to
palpitate drinking it, not anymore but it’s driving me mad…I can’t stop talking
David’s getting tired of me.
My biological clock is drastically changing this past months and I’m not even working in a call center, another sigh for that, I drank 2cups of coffee the night before yesterday because I desperately need to stay awake to read the 7 boring chapters turns out it’s 8
and I wasn’t able to read the 8th and there I know I failed western history
this time, review mandarin and Philippine Literature. Oh thank goodness with
Philippine Literature it lessen my burden, after reviewing all that, I went to
bed ready to sleep even though it’s already 2am but I slept 4:30 am and Shanna
will wake up 30minutes after that to go to school, I’m just happy my class is not until 9am but still 2 and a half hours of trying to sleep is a burden, I tried counting sheep’s and it didn’t work, so I tried counting it in mandarin aba review narin yun, it makes me awake even more because after 10 and 20 I keep on stopping to think of the next number to count. (i.e shi sheep (10 sheep), stop… shi yi sheep. (10 + 1 = 11), shi jiu sheep (19 sheep) stop… er shi sheep (2 + 10 =20). It didn’t work, ok fine, I traveled to Britain, Paris, Japan and Local places in the Philippines (of course it’s all in my head) gaaaah I never imagined on going to SK haha…wag dun…maybe someday I hope for real this time, but now I can’t bear to even think of visiting the place just yet…
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Ate Steph bakit ang luya mukhang ginger?!
( Luya is the Filipino word for ginger)
By Kelly my 8yrs old sister.
Na Speechless
ako…
Belated happy Birthday Lizzy!
Ay sows…I hate remembering how
racist people could be, gaaaahhh…have you read about the meaning of Filipina in Oxford Dictionary? They stated there, that it means domestic helper, nothing else. Duh? How racist is that? Did it ever occur to them that maybe not all people here in the Philippines are domestic helper and it’s also compose of different people with different occupation? What do they think of this country, a place where they can get a DH when they want to?
I didn’t personally watched this particular episode, well I’m not really watching
Desperate Housewives but I heard from credible people that one character went
to a doctor and said “give me any doctor as long as they didn’t come from the
Philippines!” Sorry IKAW NA ANG RACIST!
These kinds of things really get into my nerves, yeah we know we are part of the 3rd world country and we have a very corrupt government but that doesn’t mean that all of us are that kind of people, (it’s not like we are all retards,
incompetent or something) or that we are not struggling like anyone else for
reforms and betterment of our country. They should be thankful they aren’t
living in this republican country but they don’t have the right to say such
things. I am a Hapa Girl that so happens to have more than two mixed blood in
my veins but even so I can’t bear hearing this kind of remarks, yeah I also
dream of leaving this state but still I am not giving up hope for this country.
