The Coward SoulSearcher

August 28th, 2007 by gangwarily

Coward SoulSearcher :

“The person who search the world to find her soul, to finally be true and unite with it, but when she found her soul, she then became scared, backed out from the obstacle that separates them, she did not fought, too coward to even try, that she lost without even starting, now she’s back from scratch, this time, she’s looking for the wizard of Oz (not to wish for a soul, it would be stupid, since everybody, even her knows the real story.) but hoping that this journey could help, to find her courage, and to have the adventure of her life.”

Agosto Diyagolo…

August 28th, 2007 by gangwarily

Anonymous: do you think i’m a bad
person? Because right now I think I am…

Coward Soul Searher: huh?! your
being weird again…

A: No…I’m pretty serious, you see
if i’m not a bad person then I would have deserve the person i love…

CSS: *confused*

A: Don’t you think so? then tell me
what’s on your mind…

CSS; *established eye contact* I
think that there is someone out there that will love you for who you

are…accept you w/o hesitation
knowing all your flaws…I say this because I am that kind of person

A: *look away* easy for you to say,
have you ever been bad? you’ve never been inlove either and most importantly

you haven’t experienced anything bad in your
life…

CSS: …

A: What? don’t be like that…your
suddenly became so quiet…

CSS: *looked up, teary eyed then
smiled…*

*blink*blink*

by gangwarily

August 09 2007
08:00pm

Getting bored reviewing for my midterms, I picked the book I borrowed in our Library last Monday. Twisted by Jessica Zafra, I knew I will like this book, the writers pretty twisted, I know I don’t look like I like morbid stuff but in this case I do admire people who can speak their mind so freely especially in writing, like Ms. Zafra, the way she express herself and write, makes the whole book so alive.
Today is what one can call “fine, I’m alive so what…”day but after reading few of her entry in her column compiled here in this book, she has an unending sufferings but you can actually learn and have fun reading it or simply say “oh my, I do have a good life…”
While Reading it, i receive a text message saying “congrats daw from Ms. Espina great articles daw!” if that won’t make your day I don’t know what…especially if you had a non nonsensical conversation with the person you want to hate, punch and bite really hard but can’t because you know that person didn’t do anything bad to you except hurt you in a way you greatly understand, and you only hope that, that person would say something nice that could at least ease your pain (or simple make you feel better) but instead only add more to your towered pile of disappointments with that person.
Ugh…never mind, I need to go back reviewing or else I’ll fail 3 exams and one long quiz, I don’t want that, I’m not the kind of person who’ll be so careless just because I feel bad… so back to my responsibility and hopefully I’ll find solace telling myself that 4 test is still better than taking algebra.