Tanghalian

June 27th, 2007 by gangwarily

Grabe, I never thought how lost I was
because of my inferiority complex, I abandon my writings, just because I’m dead
scared that I even forgot that creative writing is a form of art and Art can
only be an Art when it became an expression of oneself, I miss a lot that when
I started writing I forgot how to do it, I don’t even know where to start, what
to say, until I repeatedly told myself, I don’t need to be pressured I just
have to express myself, its my prerogative. Say what I want to say and express
what I feel, I don’t wanna be scared, so even if I am still intimidated, I
would try my best to put my writings here, I need constructive criticisms
please destructive one’s are unsolicited, I know I need to improve and now I am
starting right from scratch but it would help me gain my confidence. So here it
goes two of the writings that I made last night:

Breeze

Busy,
busy, busy

no
more thinking just gut-feeling

No
time to breathe just talk

nothing
to do but work

no
philosophizing then face the odds

consequences
are hard but we need to learn to pause

And
feel that breeze touch our souls

for
it can give peace even to the wildest of hearts

Tanghalian

kulitan
at tawanan

masaya
nga tingnan ngunit may kulang

anu
ba at nababagabag?

katahimikan
ay di maaring dumaan

dahil
sakit ay lalong nararamdam

sige
tawa lang, kahit anu lang

wala
lang bastusan.

malapit
na ngang tumunog ang kampana

isa-
isa ng magaalisan

matitira
ka,

hindi
makaiyak dahil sa kung anung dahilan

hanggat
kaya sige lang, tumahimik kana lang

haggang
dumating ang tanghalian

happy day…

June 22nd, 2007 by gangwarily

Today is just a BLAst! eheheh…its not finish yet(i mean the day is not over yet), i know but i am genuinely happy half the day…(nyak may nalalaman pang ganun…)so i wanna conclude that i am indeed happy…ano ba yan…………………….Ok!… Moving on, it’s a typical day but me and the FPM group Minus Harang Plus Mark had a very weird lunch break minus the english conversation since we no longer have the foreigner…hala ansama ko talaga…Fine…sorry Oppa..but you know that we miss yah, ryt…NOBOdY cried over the fries lately as the rap of saebi goes…(and that is, since you’d been gone…)anyway back to my happy day story…i was able to tease saebi, not that much though since they turn the table on me…but so what, at least i still did, we are so noisy in the cafeteria that even the other group’s keep looking at us, eheheh..i can read their mind and it goes like:HUH? Sarah, Steph, and Isabel are noisy? what the…what’s going on in the world? and there comes the "God save us" expression of Martina…ehehe…and surprisingly it is Martina who is quiet today…(uhhh…you misses Oppa don’t you?!, eehhe…Saranghe Tini)whoa…and even though Mark is sick his still very much active in teasing me…for crying out loud why me?…i know…i know you guys are scared of saebi…so imma call mosh to help me out next time…niahahha…there’s a lot of bribing going on in our group so unfair…INJUSTICE!…but our funny bone has been active for 2 and a half hours…tiring…it’s so hot though, in the cafeteria…i miss mustard and the new service that they have now in our canteen have mustard yiii..another reason to be happy…even in DoMC’s and JoBI, they don’t have mustard…ehehhe…so i’m writing here in my blog…but i learn about how some people think i must say rather odd, they put meaning to things that is supposedly be seen as it is…in it’s simplest form…my gulay…yup…the misconception of the simpleminded…and why oh why am I one of them, fine. words can sometimes have many different levels of meaning and can be that complex…but let’s try to also consider the person…maybe that’s not her personality or it can be against her principles, so we definitely need to try to understand that thing maybe the way she would see it, then at that we could then understand. That’s all for my happy day…I’m going now, I’ll watch heroes…XIEXIE