Agosto Diyagolo…

August 28th, 2007 by gangwarily

Anonymous: do you think i’m a bad
person? Because right now I think I am…

Coward Soul Searher: huh?! your
being weird again…

A: No…I’m pretty serious, you see
if i’m not a bad person then I would have deserve the person i love…

CSS: *confused*

A: Don’t you think so? then tell me
what’s on your mind…

CSS; *established eye contact* I
think that there is someone out there that will love you for who you

are…accept you w/o hesitation
knowing all your flaws…I say this because I am that kind of person

A: *look away* easy for you to say,
have you ever been bad? you’ve never been inlove either and most importantly

you haven’t experienced anything bad in your
life…

CSS: …

A: What? don’t be like that…your
suddenly became so quiet…

CSS: *looked up, teary eyed then
smiled…*

*blink*blink*

by gangwarily

August 09 2007
08:00pm

Getting bored reviewing for my midterms, I picked the book I borrowed in our Library last Monday. Twisted by Jessica Zafra, I knew I will like this book, the writers pretty twisted, I know I don’t look like I like morbid stuff but in this case I do admire people who can speak their mind so freely especially in writing, like Ms. Zafra, the way she express herself and write, makes the whole book so alive.
Today is what one can call “fine, I’m alive so what…”day but after reading few of her entry in her column compiled here in this book, she has an unending sufferings but you can actually learn and have fun reading it or simply say “oh my, I do have a good life…”
While Reading it, i receive a text message saying “congrats daw from Ms. Espina great articles daw!” if that won’t make your day I don’t know what…especially if you had a non nonsensical conversation with the person you want to hate, punch and bite really hard but can’t because you know that person didn’t do anything bad to you except hurt you in a way you greatly understand, and you only hope that, that person would say something nice that could at least ease your pain (or simple make you feel better) but instead only add more to your towered pile of disappointments with that person.
Ugh…never mind, I need to go back reviewing or else I’ll fail 3 exams and one long quiz, I don’t want that, I’m not the kind of person who’ll be so careless just because I feel bad… so back to my responsibility and hopefully I’ll find solace telling myself that 4 test is still better than taking algebra.

My Japanese name

July 23rd, 2007 by gangwarily

Your Japanese Name Is…

Sukey Hayashi

Isang Sabado

July 22nd, 2007 by gangwarily

Happy Birthday Ate JayDee
and Belated to Jerlick!

Hehe may greetings….Ate Jd sorry di ako nakapunta…I’m sure you guys enjoyed the party…si Jayjay daw nagluto? Wow…

Besty…oi haberdei…thanks for being such a nice friend ok?

Love, Happiness and God’s Blessing! For each of you Happy Happy Birthday!

Moving on…

Haha…masaya naman kahapon (july 21 Saturday)…we watched
movies as in whole family…it’s been quite a while since we last have that kind
of bonding so ayun Transformers and Harry Potter andami tao sa festi… pati mga Jeromians andami din…ayan tuloy di namin nasimulan yung transformers…same thing with Harry Potter…we all enjoyed both movies…pagod nga lang and I’m feeling guilty, kase ang cellphone ko e andami na palang message as usual I’m not minding it…all of the messages are important…frist to my family and secong its essential for my film and theater subject…gaahhh…it’s too late…buti nalang at masaya rin yung relatives ko who went to visit kahit na were late for like 2 hours para masundo sila, all because of my so careless use of cellphone…grabe talaga ako ang taong parang walang cellphone eh…

Saebi and Mac
may Korean Invasion din kahapon dun eheheh…the funny thing is some of them are eyeing on Shanna hahah ang kapatid kong nagdadalaga…niahahah…nakakatuwa nga eh kase tinuturo siya nung mga kasing age niya na mga Koreans, tawa lang kame ni mommy…ehehhe…she has no idea though…she’s buying drinks kase nun…

Ang cute cute ni Marzhadel….our cousin who went to visit, nakakatuwa…we don’t have baby around the house anymore, si Kelly kase damulag na daw eheheh…she’s still our baby but having true baby is still different ehehhe…so we had fun…I told my Aunt that she can leave her daughter to me and I’ll adopt her…they just laugh at me…hey I’m pretty serious…my borrowing of our neighbor’s baby days are now over…huhuhu…he has grown and I guess his
also studying now so no playing with babies….I’m in vain…eheheh

Another Friday the 13TH…

July 13th, 2007 by gangwarily

Morning: 7am

Before
Anything else, first Happy Birthday to Mossah Maica Carlos!

Integration nga pala ngayon…

Di pako natutulog: dinadaan sa Kain…

Wala nakong magawa para hindi antukin, walang maistorbo dahil may mga exams ang mga kapatid ko…

Kumakanta si Dave sa CR at naririnig ko hanggang dito sa Kusina, brighter ng paramore…

May quiz nga pala ako sa College Algebra ngayon…I can only wish to pass…*sigh*

Gusto kong manood ng Harry Potter at Transformers…wala akong pera at kasama pati ang pambli ko ng Harry Potter book 7 nagastos ko na…anu ba naman yan…

Buti nalang at nagbasa ako ng blog ni Ehn at Jham at napasaya naman nila ako…

At sa mga panahong ganito si Namie Amuro nalang ang nakakapagpasaya sakin lalo na tuwing nakikita ko ang litrato niya sa aking telepono…Napakaganda niya talaga! Hindi nako natutuwa kay Jaejung bakit kaya, siguro dahil nagsawa nako sa itsura niyang parang babae sa
sobrang kagwapuhan…

Nakakainis andami ko ng tinamang spelling dito, nakikialam kase ang spell checker ko, hindi nga ako nageenglish bakit ba?

Minsan loka loka din ako, lalo na kapag pressured wala akong ibang iniisip kundi yung mangyayari sa araw ng mga deadlines ko, nakakabaliw tapos ngayon biglang hindi pala matutuloy ang Play namin ng Chinese folklore pati yung long quiz…pero hindi parin nawawala ang pressure andami paring iniisip, nakakastress na ha…

Grabe ansaya ko pa namansana sa Mandarin Class dahil gusto ko talagang matuto ng ibang lenggwahe pero bakit ganun nakaka dalawang quiz na kame at dalawang zero na din ako…walang naniniwala pero seryoso, kaya kailangan ko ng maglugmok at magaral sa Mandarin
pati ang mga intonasyon na kinalilito ko dapat ko na ngang simulang kabisahin…hay naku matrabaho ito…

Kabuki…naguguluhan parin ako…walang practice, walang blocking, on the spot performance nanaman, kaya ba natin? Well kailangan kayanin…goodluck nalang sa atin…

May na sketch ako para sa poster, as if naman pwede yun, hindi ko ito forte…anhirap magrecruit ha…alam ko nakakatakot at nakakakaba pero kung di natin lalakasan ang loob walang mangyayari lalo na kung may ganito ka gandang opportunidad…sabi ko nga pangangatawanan ko ito…maganda din yan ilagay sa resume…at higit sa lahat para sa sarili ko, para di nako maging duwag…at madevelop ko na ang aking skill diyan sa bagay na yan.

July 13 ’07
Friday

Evening:
6:00am

CMS THE BEST!

We won! Weeeh…congratulation 1^st year cms! And to all the people behind the hard work especially Lyndon hehe you made it guys!

As for me:
kailangan ko ng matulog…

Nakakafrustrate
kase ang araw na ito…aba bumagsak ba naman ako sa western history dahil dyan sa zero base na yan…pero di parin sigurado dahil sabi ni Ms. Gonzales eh 60 na daw ang passing ngayon dahil nga sa zero base pero bakit 30/40 ang passing kanina eh badtrip naman 29/40 lang ako eh…and 72% lang yun…anlabo talaga…isa pa yang Algebra feeling ko alam na alam ko na siya tapos nung nag take nako nang quiz aba at nalimutan ko naman ang lahat…badtrip talaga…papasa paba ako? Buti nalang at may ice craze with Fpm group na dagdagan mo pa ng Mossah edi natanggal nga naman ang frustration ko…at naisigaw ko ata dun sa pagche-cheer sa Cms kanina…ehehhe…kahit hindi daw malakas sigaw ko, feeling ko nga wala na kong lalamunan…sige na itutulog ko na ito…

live, laugh, love…

July 11th, 2007 by gangwarily

In some way, however, small and secret, each of us is a
little mad…Everyone is lonely at bottom and cries to be understood; but we can
never entirely understand someone else, and each of us remains part stranger
even to those who love us…

It is the weak who are cruel; gentleness is to be expected
only from the strong…

Those who do not fear are not really brave, for courage is
the capacity to confront what can be imagined

…You can understand people better if you look at them—-no
matter how old or impressive they may be— as if they are children. For most
of us never mature; we simply grow taller…

Happiness comes only when we push our brains and hearts to
the furthest reaches of which we are capable…

The purpose of life is to matter—to count, to stand for
something, to have it make some difference that we lived at all.

*Leo Rosten

Bulag, Pipi at Bingi

July 11th, 2007 by gangwarily

Bulag, Pipi at Bingi

Makinig…

May tinig na di naririnig

Pangalan mo yata’y binabangit

Magmasid, tumitig

May larawang di tumitindig

Ikaw ata’y hinahawig

Manalita

Sa iyo’y may nakikinig

Bawat salita mo’t dinidinig.