No Such Thing

May 7th, 2007 by gangwarily

No
Such Thing
Artist:John Mayer

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I’d like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something’s better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits and
Maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can’t find the answers
And all of our parents
They’re getting older
I wonder if they’ve wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something’s better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
As long as I’m alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above

I just can’t wait ’til my 10 year reunion
I’m gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for

Me on the
song:

I know it’s not in the big picture and main
scene now, but I still love this song, when I heard it again, few days ago…it
just makes me happy…I like the meaning, the tune, even though I think John
Mayer seems real arrogant (well because he got the talent…he has that right)
but men…I do love his music…I also admire the arrangement or whatever it is
called the part when he plays his guitar…that’s just awesome

Is he the one who wrote
this song? I’m not really sure but from what I heard his the one writing most
of his songs so if that so…his a very expressive, creative and courageous
person…there’s this part that can be questioned…it raised my eyebrow at first
listening to the part when he sang I am invincible…as long as I’m alive… well
it just had too many meanings…and the first meaning that came to my mind is
that no limitation…free to do anything you want which can’t be right…specially
if it comes to conservative people…and old soul like me…but common sense tells
us that it is true because humans can really do anything they want as long as
their alive….I just hope that privilege will be use selflessly though…

My brother’s favorite song is
your body is a wonderland…his very creative in his lyrics…and very expressive,
really good…now I like his song waiting on the world to change…(also its music
video)I don’t hate Sanjaya but I kinda think he didn’t justify singing this
song on American Idol…ok I love his hair…eheheh…and him singing bathwater…I know
not all liked it, but I think I am more interested on his version of bathwater
than that of no doubt…well no doubt’s music is really good too but not the
genre I like.

The person I remember with this song is
Avon Ang don’t know why…but I remember you trying to learn the guitar chords of
this song…can you play it now? Its 3yrs ago…eheheh I miss you girl

Friday the 13th

April 13th, 2007 by gangwarily

Well…all i can say is that i am soo..happy thanks to all those people who called me and greeted me in advance…i almost cried, its been three years that i totally detached myself from you guys…no communication at all and yet, you remembered its my 18th birthday!i am soo happy…i almost cried…(yeah right…alam ko mababaw talaga ako…) but hey this is really a special day…i got great gifts too…ehehhe…ill post them in my photo album i hope everybody can see it…thanks for them…its not my birthday yet…and i’m this happy…thanks so much! I guess not all people have good luck on Friday the 13th…but Thank God there is no accident at all…though i’m not really that superstitious but it is still better to be careful and be happy on this day!…Thanks again my good friends…i hope i can see you soon…oh right sorry there is no celebration at all for some reasons and that you weren’t able to go to my house…maybe next time…haha…i hope so…

April (my Favorite Month)

April (my Favorite Month)

April 1st, 2007 by gangwarily

Why?

1st: Summer is
officially here

2^nd:
It’s my birthday this month, I usually don’t announce it, I often let others
remember it, some do, some doesn’t and its kinda dramatic, but this year, it’s
different I’m excited with my birthday, it’s nothing especial but I do want to
feel the love from all of the people I love and who loves me just the same. Oh
right it’s my eighteenth birthday but that’s not the reason why, many people
expect a lot of changes but sorry they aren’t happening in just a snap, change
is normal for everyone so expecting it on my birthday is pretty lame thing to
do. It can happen anytime, anyways, why is it really important for Filipina girls
to celebrate their 18^th birthday? Sign of being a full grown lady? (I’m
still childish ehehhe) In U.S its sixteen right? What’s the difference then? At
any rate, there is one thing I really really want though, a hair cut new style
not just my long straight hair. Ehehe small but that would mean great deal for
me. Hmm…no party either, don’t know how I would celebrate it but surely I want
to thank God I made it for 18yrs.

To the newly
Graduates Batch 2007…CONGRATUALATIONS! Especially Ate Seth! WOW! You made it!

It’s april fools day and I can’t believe that I’d
been tricked… hehe…Happy April Fool’s Day Everyone…

Love you Forever

March 11th, 2007 by gangwarily

Love You Forever

by Robert Munsch

A mother held her new baby and very slowly rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she held him, she sang:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living
my baby you’ll be.

The baby grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was two years old, and he ran all around the house. He pulled all the books off the shelves. He pulled all the food out of the refrigerator and he took his mother’s watch and flushed it down the toilet. Sometimes his mother would say, "this kid is driving me CRAZY!"

But at night time, when that two-year-old was quiet, she opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor, looked up over the side of his bed; and if he was really asleep she picked him up and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. While she rocked him she sang:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living
my baby you’ll be.

The little boy grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was nine years old. And he never wanted to come in for dinner, he never wanted to take a bath, and when grandma visited he always said bad words. Sometimes his mother wanted to sell him to the zoo!

But at night time, when he was asleep, the mother quietly opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor and looked up over the side of the bed. If he was really asleep, she picked up that nine-year-old boy and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she rocked him she sang:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living
my baby you’ll be.

The boy grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was a teenager. He had strange friends and he wore strange clothes and he listened to strange music. Sometimes the mother felt like she was in a zoo!

But at night time, when that teenager was asleep, the mother opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor and looked up over the side of the bed. If he was really asleep she picked up that great big boy and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. While she rocked him she sang:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living
my baby you’ll be.

That teenager grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was a grown-up man. He left home and got a house across town. But sometimes on dark nights the mother got into her car and drove across town. If all the lights in her son’s house were out, she opened his bedroom window, crawled across the floor, and looked up over the side of his bed. If that great big man was really asleep she picked him up and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she rocked him she sang:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living
my baby you’ll be.

Well, that mother, she got older. She got older and older and older. One day she called up her son and said, "You’d better come see me because I’m very old and sick." So her son came to see her. When he came in the door she tried to sing the song. She sang:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always…

But she couldn’t finish because she was too old and sick. The son went to his mother. He picked her up and rocked her back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And he sang this song:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living
my Mommy you’ll be.

When the son came home that night, he stood for a long time at the top of the stairs. Then he went into the room where his very new baby daughter was sleeping. He picked her up in his arms and very slowly rocked her back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while he rocked her he sang:

I’ll love you forever,
I’ll like you for always,
As long as I’m living
my baby you’ll be.

Let’s talk about mundane things…

February 25th, 2007 by gangwarily

About piracy, now I know why some people were even trapped in a raid, for buying pirated CD’s,VCD’s and DVD (di ako nagpaparinig ehehe) For the 3^rd time me and my mom went to the public market near our village, and there are a lot of movies, shows, that are not yet shown here in our country that they are already selling pirated dvd’s, its really tempting, I know piracy is bad but I can’t deny the fact that I am also guilty of buying it, since the time I realize that I can buy a DVD of Princess hours with complete episodes in a season, that I don’t need to sleep late at night watching it, I bought one, its really cheap, and besides now you can buy DVD’s that has 8-9 movie in one disc (but, some parts of the movie are cut-off…*disappointing* what can I expect its pirated) Its not I’m encouraging people to buy pirated movie’s or anything, you guys are in the right mind to decide what you think is the right thing to do, I’m just sharing my experience, because the last time I bought a pirated movie, they only have copies of cd-r not of DVD’s but now, even series of some foreign shows are already available, ang bilis nga eh, but I felt disappointed when I saw Filipino movies on those stands, I know our film industry is barely surviving, sana foreign films nalang ipirate nila if it can’t be help wag na yung locals. I am hoping this would be the last time I will buy pirated movies…hehehe…hopefully…wait is burning piracy?…I think so… I am being such a baby again…

Moving on, it’s a really nice thing to be able to go out in a place like that once in a while, be like a normal person, instead of feeling alienated all the time, of course after I got out of the car, I was like oh…ok…too many people…too bright…(I’m actually like sunako…in this way…)but when we are taking a little longer there in the market, I was kinda enjoying it, people are not that scary…and they don’t mind us there too, its too hot to even think about watching people…everybody wants to be comfortable, they only buy what they need and go home, of course I still got some weird looks from some people…but I’m just happy to be able to walk in the market place, feeling like a normal teenage girl…looking at pirated DVD’s and wondering if they have an earphone that will fit to IPod (they are selling MP3 players but not Apple, and its cheap too…)oh yeah…they have prison break sold out…I am so disheartened by that…I can’t download it pa naman…

Side thoughts: Would I go to prison because of being blunt? Well this is the reality of life, piracy won’t be stopped unless those whose in power will stop supporting it, I know that those people selling it needs their job and I am also benefiting from it, but those people who are in power are not actually doing what their suppose to do, I guess they even support this people because it’s a huge business…*sigh*…sayang sooner or later our movie industry will decline…*OUCH*, sinersermonan ko nanaman yung sarili ko…tama na nga…

Rekindled love for anime…

February 25th, 2007 by gangwarily

Ok, because of Isabel now I am hook again to anime but this time to manga, goodness gracious how can I afford it now? *sigh* I will forever depend on Isabel, and ask her to burn me more manga ahehhehe, sorry…but still I don’t think I can do that, right?

Wallflower…I love this one, ehehhe, even though Sunako is really weird but her character is actually extraordinary and also the whole story, to those aspiring writers the uniqueness of manga’s stories would be something you can learn so much from. Isabel I really hope you’ll become a manga-ka someday…eheheh, what else? Can people send me site where I can download good manga’s that are free? I’m new in this kind of thing, but I like it eheheh…Thanks…

Another day in my life…

February 25th, 2007 by gangwarily

I wake up early and a little disappointed…we have class today, my siblings get to stay at home, because its Laguna day, well I need to move on, so my dad drive the car he has an appointment and so I was absent in my Religious studies subject, because when I finally arrive at Beda I’m already an hour late (traffic the estimated time exceeded) so I spent the last 30minutes in the library, good thing my FPM group doesn’t have class that time, when they saw me, they are all smiles…when I sit down they said, hey girl, you look really wasted, do you want to comb your hair?!

Huh?! ahhh ok…

Then Isabel continue her story to Martina and Sarah…

Sarah finally reacts…

Tep pressure…Isabel’s story, nose bleed…can’t relate…it’s about anime…

So I asked…what’s it all about?

Laughs…I’ll start again from the top…

When she finally arrive to the part where she left before I ask her to repeat it again, brother finally wake up from his slumber, remove his huge headphone and ask what’s it all about?

Gaaaahhh…Ok, I’ll start again

All laughing…

Martina, Sarah and I can only grab our hair and shout…pressure…(kailangan kapag nakikinig ka ng story from manga nakalugay yung hair mo…para madaling pag balingan ng galit kapag di mo na kinakaya…)

Well its about Chinese tale…its quite interesting but all the names Isabel had told us, even wrote to the paper for us to grasp it easily, pao pei (wrong spelling pa.) is the only word I can remember, its their power, or something like that…we’ll I’m looking forward on reading the manga of it, hehehe, yey you’ll burn it for us…

The bell rang…

Everybody’s disappointed, we have class, I have to say goodbye because they are not my blockmates, I am a lost soul (sorry na po sarah next time kukunin ko na same schedule niyo para di nako naliligaw.)I am already in the third floor climbing the stairs of the fourth when a familiar face told me; you’re my classmate in Technical Writing right? We will have our class in Bellarmine…located at the 2^nd floor…when she said that…I was…huh? Ah ok…(totally slow…I’m still absorbing everything…I even forgot to say thank you)then when I went with them, its close, we waited outside for 20 minutes and nothing, my blockmates already teased me for being absent, they said that I’m already changing and they even sang “I was born to be bad…” finally someone notify us that our professor is absent (it’s the first time she leave an absent so we are all surprised.)

Inside my head: Whaaattt…we don’t have class, what will I do? My FPM group has their class na, I’ll be alone…then it’s decided…I will spent the whole time eating at the cafeteria…(which did not actually happened)

Since everybody were so happy that our professor is absent we all made our own speculations of what she might did, and we come to conclude that she have decided to run for senator and she have an independent party of one person. We leave the matter at rest with such satisfying conclusion…

At the cafeteria…

Too crowded, it’s only 11am why is the canteen full of people, its unusual, then I remember it’s because the election is tomorrow all the candidates with their campaign managers are staying there and of course if one will absent the rest will follow, I was hoping to have a pretty peaceful time in the Caf. But it turns out I need to listen to my ipod with its earphones hanging very still into its dear life…I have to suffer…the agony is too painful…(andrama matitiyaga lang sa earphones eh,)It’s like I am using a radio and I need to look for a good signal for me to hear the music clearly, papansin talaga, when I finally found a good position for the wire of my earphones to work well I sat still and picture me sitting still for one and a half hour, while writing that’s the only exit for me to forgot about my numbing drama (pinapahirapan kase ang sarili), after that my body and arms are so numb, when my FPM group finally joined me at 12:30 for lunch break, I found a reason not to use my Ipod anymore ehehhe…I have some people I can talk to. While eating I am just observing the whole group, our Ohana originally consist of 5 people but today we have 3 special guest of course all are anime fanatics and so we are a little louder than usual, Isabel realizes we need pictures, so time for picture taking, we are 8 in the table how can we fit on Isabel’s cp frame? we end up not having picture taken as a whole by 4 nalang…pero mahirap parin…then happy na sana when I find out that AE and Slipper is missing my beloved and dearest Keychains…Melody is the only one left on my cellphone huhuhu…nobody can relate…its so important for me…while they continue laughing I can’t pretend to be having fun anymore…I am mourning for AE and Slipper…then a little later I saw them under the table, so I am back on track again…ehehehe…brother made a joke, we laugh…Isabel’s fake laugh gave Martina an idea…So there she goes singing JT’s sexyback with a limited dancing (we are sitting kase so she can’t dance) take note it’s the cow version of sexyback, this time she didn’t fake it, she can’t stop laughing any longer, we are worried about her…she doesn’t seem to be breathing, then again she’s still alive and laughing with tears falling from her face…kamusta naman yun? I hug her and cover our face with folder because we are laughing so hard, I laugh because of her, she can’t stop…then after that, brother said are you a metro sexual? I was *blink*blink* I just finished laughing…(again I am slow…) Isabel then reacts Whaatt? Were not dead yet…now everybody HUH?! She said Morgue, morgue sexual for dead? then she realize and I realize she’s wrong we laugh again…the others didn’t figure it out…so there, they were looking at us…Ok cover your faces again…STOP LAUGHING!

Then the

Bell

rang…

Oh it’s our major subject…we have quiz next Tuesday…I have to review what I’ve learned then…

After dismissal we stayed a little longer in our class and Isabel is hyper active, I can’t believe her…haha! Its actually 3 against one because of her energy today we need to neutralize her…but we didn’t win…*sigh*

In the Car…

Martina Sarah and Isabel were making a ngongo accent I was laughing until I said…guys nose bleed…they continue their conversation…guys I am literally nose bleeding it’s not an expression…then they all are oh my gosh, your nose is bleeding…

(napaka lamig naman kase…last time brother went home early because he was dizzy, we think its heat stroke and now my nose bleed…naku…)

Making my assignment…

After I almost completed paper…my laptop suddenly died…gaaahhhhhh…I haven’t saved it yet…so I have to start over again…pphheeewww…What a day…