Monday, March 24, 2008
Pagkatapos ng matagal na pananahimik…
Ano nga ba ito? Antagal ko ng walang entry sa blog, walang
maikwentong may sense, oo mahirap kase ang walang ginagawa sa bahay bukod sa matulog, kumain at maghugas ng plato…tapos kakain nanaman kaya maghuhugas nanaman ako ng plato…ayun…nababaliw nako sa kakapanood ng XMAN sa youtube at nang kung anu anu pang variety show ng ating kapitbahay na bansa…(gusto ko sanang ilagay ang karatig na bansa kayalang di ako sigurado kong tamang word iyon…)kakainis nagiging rusty na ang English at Filipino ko kaya ayan, taglish nanaman…at saang bahagi ba ng internet
ko mahahanap ang shops para sa crocheting materials dito sa pilipinas…isa pa
gusto ko naring lumipat ng blog pero saan naman? Hayyy…ang paglipat ng blog
parang paglilipat rin ng bahay, kailangan isipin ang maraming bagay…at dahil sa umpisa nanaman, marami ang dapat iupload na pictures kung saan ang
pinakamalaking problema ay nakasalalay ang hirap kase sa blog na ito, kapag
sisilipin ang mga litrato ayun, nakakainis sa tagal at bagal kaya hindi na
lamang titingnan sabay rito ang pagkainis na ayaw niyang bumukas…hayyy…tama na nga ang mga rantings na ito…Mahal kong Isabel Happy Birthday nalang sayo!
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Huling Hirit sa First Semester… Oct 11. 07 -01:05am
Gaaahhh, I gravely need to pass my final exam in math today, what am I doing blogging when I’m supposed to be reviewing? Hehe, I just need to get out from it and take a
break, this new grading system’s really making me work, I remember the pass two
years, haha petiks kung petiks, but well it’s for the higher quality of education daw, I hope so…well it’s really affecting me real bad, I never really studied this long before but now I’m killing myself of sleep deprivation for reviewing sake and a new habit were formed, Caffeine…*sigh* I needed it, huhu (it suddenly occured to me, I should buy a lollipop and copy L Lawliet eheehe, cute cute…) before few mistakes could get me to DL easily, now few mistakes will pull me down the drain (test/ exams mistakes), the only goal you can have is a perfect grade for all subjects which driving me insane so to let it go, I’m becoming careless, gaaahhhh I already got gazillion zero, hay buhay sabi nga ni Mac and Dave para daw life…(OO na…)
Segue:
I pinched one guy this afternoon were not
even close…haha FC ako! I knew it, caffeine is really not for me, I use to
palpitate drinking it, not anymore but it’s driving me mad…I can’t stop talking
David’s getting tired of me.
My biological clock is drastically changing this past months and I’m not even working in a call center, another sigh for that, I drank 2cups of coffee the night before yesterday because I desperately need to stay awake to read the 7 boring chapters turns out it’s 8
and I wasn’t able to read the 8th and there I know I failed western history
this time, review mandarin and Philippine Literature. Oh thank goodness with
Philippine Literature it lessen my burden, after reviewing all that, I went to
bed ready to sleep even though it’s already 2am but I slept 4:30 am and Shanna
will wake up 30minutes after that to go to school, I’m just happy my class is not until 9am but still 2 and a half hours of trying to sleep is a burden, I tried counting sheep’s and it didn’t work, so I tried counting it in mandarin aba review narin yun, it makes me awake even more because after 10 and 20 I keep on stopping to think of the next number to count. (i.e shi sheep (10 sheep), stop… shi yi sheep. (10 + 1 = 11), shi jiu sheep (19 sheep) stop… er shi sheep (2 + 10 =20). It didn’t work, ok fine, I traveled to Britain, Paris, Japan and Local places in the Philippines (of course it’s all in my head) gaaaah I never imagined on going to SK haha…wag dun…maybe someday I hope for real this time, but now I can’t bear to even think of visiting the place just yet…
Segue:
Ate Steph bakit ang luya mukhang ginger?!
( Luya is the Filipino word for ginger)
By Kelly my 8yrs old sister.
Na Speechless
ako…
Belated happy Birthday Lizzy!
Ay sows…I hate remembering how
racist people could be, gaaaahhh…have you read about the meaning of Filipina in Oxford Dictionary? They stated there, that it means domestic helper, nothing else. Duh? How racist is that? Did it ever occur to them that maybe not all people here in the Philippines are domestic helper and it’s also compose of different people with different occupation? What do they think of this country, a place where they can get a DH when they want to?
I didn’t personally watched this particular episode, well I’m not really watching
Desperate Housewives but I heard from credible people that one character went
to a doctor and said “give me any doctor as long as they didn’t come from the
Philippines!” Sorry IKAW NA ANG RACIST!
These kinds of things really get into my nerves, yeah we know we are part of the 3rd world country and we have a very corrupt government but that doesn’t mean that all of us are that kind of people, (it’s not like we are all retards,
incompetent or something) or that we are not struggling like anyone else for
reforms and betterment of our country. They should be thankful they aren’t
living in this republican country but they don’t have the right to say such
things. I am a Hapa Girl that so happens to have more than two mixed blood in
my veins but even so I can’t bear hearing this kind of remarks, yeah I also
dream of leaving this state but still I am not giving up hope for this country.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
I’m Yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some
I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A lá peaceful melody
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours
I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i’ma saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
No need to complicate
Our time is short
It can not wait, I’m yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful
melody)
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours
No please, don’t complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours
No please, don’t hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your’s!
7 ways to pull off the haggard look
In this day and age where there are various factors
to ruin your style, practically anything can ruin your day. So whether you have
a bad hair day, “wet” [with sweat] look, or simply looking like you badly need some sleep, here are 7 ways to
pull off the haggard look:
- Like any style you try to pull off, you are
bound to get attention one way or the other. So if you go to your school or office in your
famous “windang” state, pop a gum, chew, and show your infamous
in-your-face look. Chances are, you’ll look unfazed and unaffected. Very
cool look. - It’s all in the ramp, baby. Bear in mind that whether those eye bags are
already a part of the human anatomy or your hair strands can already pass
as antennas, if you walk ‘sosyal’, they’ll think that it’s natural. - Laugh it off like some silly joke. People can’t help but make stupid side remarks.
Shrug it off. Your look is already ruined enough as it is. Don’t try to
make it more embarrassing by getting all “emo” about it. - “Nothing is ever beautiful without being ugly
once in a while.” Say this over
and over again. It’ll boost your self-esteem. - Get a sip on the anti-stupefying liquid: water. Remember, do not GULP. Sip. Maintain your
manners.
- Be part
of the act. Of course, don’t
act like you’re haggard. Remember, self-image is EVERYTHING in this
beauty-crazed world. So if you think you’re haggard, don’t heat things
anymore by acting like one. Denial is the key. - Rush to the nearest wash room. You know you look it already, so do something
about it.
Bear in mind that we are not encouraging you to have
this as your permanent look. It’s simply a reminder that this is a first-aid
for all you career men and women out there who don’t have the time to fix
themselves up properly. But for crying out loud, don’t let this be your style.
You can still look good.
Now whoever said that Global
Warming can cramp your style?
By: Isabel
Geronilla
Simple rants
Drugged
Walking fast paced…
Head’s blank like white linen piece
As bare feet hardly touching the cold ground
And stranded in an inanimate circular Island
Where the world’s about to meet its end
It must have been better to find the obsolete
Than keep on falling on fruitless fate.
Familiar places keep hunting you with memories
While innocent victim drugged in hypnotic daze
Creeping back, good feelings that I once felt
Is now as monstrous as wanting you
Pulling yourself together while nose stuffed in good books
Are in no good, when all I can smell is the
Luxuriant sugar balls that is of you.
-CSS
Damn, this is awkward…salute for Mr. Rolando Tinio for making the Aubade and yet not feeling weird about it, ehehe but kidding aside it’s a really cool break up theme kind of poetry, I leave it all to you Mr. Tinio!
One afternoon our professor required us to make a love poem in Phil. Lit and it’s strictly for Significant others and so my hope of not making a love poetry or something shattered, and crap it took a one and a half hour for me to make this poem in the end its about broken love or something whatever, I’m jut relieved it’s finished and I got a
good laugh while reading the works of others specially those people who are in
denial that they are actually bitter haha! Yes I’m talking about you!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Crazy Week
Friday:
September 14 2007
We found out the sudden demise of a friend, co-debater, and schoolmate Michael “ mike” Ong, we may not be that close but we will forever treasure the memories we shared, the SABAW moments in our training, your crazy answer in the question in our screening because you just want to go home for it’s raining outside, the last smile you gave me when I jokingly told you “ hoy Ong!, umatend ka nga ng training tatakas ka nanaman e.!” You will be miss!
When we went home that night, the house is a wreck, no household help to be found only to find out that they left us, because we have been suspicious of them because there are money and phones that had been missing at home.
Later that night two of our dogs fought and trying to stop them, my mom was bitten, both on her left and right hand and it’s been pretty serious she can’t use her hands.
Saturday:
Fifteen
Since there is no one to clean the
house, I have to wake up at 5am, earlier than I usually do when I go to school, I
have to bathe Kellogs, I helped inside the house, it’s been pretty tiring
gaaahh I like doing household chores but since I graduated from highschool I’ve
been such a prima donna that I only do chores limited to my personal stuff.
My appointment to watch a play in CCP
was cancelled (I want to Watch Mulan!) because my mom needed to sleep that
bad, she has fever my brother’s somewhere with his friends, my dad’s at work. I
felt bad going out leaving my sisters and mom alone. It’s funny because I felt
really responsible to take care of them; maybe it’s my eldest daughter instinct
going.
Around 9am, (It feels like 12pm,because I woke up early and I am already hungry.) new household help arrive,Iyubsyou Joy! But since she’s new I have to help her out, orientation with me and mom, and I have to deal with our dogs too, because for now she’s a stranger for them. (That’s feeding 12 dogs twice a day and bathing 9 dogs. Don’t ask me
about their poop…)
Sunday: Sixteen
I woke up early, clean our rooms and
do some light stuff, and getting ready to go out, I am going to watch Romulus
d’ grayt at PETA and my family will go to MOA. Haha that’s like two opposite
places.
It has been a nice and tiring day too!
Monday:
Seventeen
I went to Bilibid Muntinlupa with the
rest of Beda’s BLF students. Me with the seven other students broke the rule,
haha, we went their on our own, (which they call, taking a little risk) why did
we do that? We don’t want to pay 110pesos for transportation riding a jeepney,
too expensive and with the rest of our 1million and one reason. The few minutes
ride is filled of laughter but seeing the high barb wire fence, suddenly we want
to chicken out and it became that scary especially when we parade inside the
medium security jail going to their elementary school, which we are assigned to
stay and interact with the inmates, because all the shenanigans there are
looking at us, proving Jean-Paul Sarte philosophy of stare.
Tuesday:
Eighteen
busy, busy day…as one of the assigned
usherettes in the symposium held at Rosendo Herrera hall, I was supposed to
help in decorating the place, which I failed to do because I’ve been into a
tampuhan with a friend which lasted only for a few minutes, but when I went
back to the place, they finished everything only technical stuff was left to
work out. Through texting with people I found out that my professor in
broadcast media took an indefinite LOA, which really affect us, because she has
been a real nice professor and this thing is going too fast for all of us. And
majority of the class wants her to stay. (Meaning, it’s possible that it’s not
simply an LOA but something else.)
After the symposium I came to
conclude that it’s not only the student body who are hard headed but also the
faculty, as an usherette it’s my duty to lead them to their respected chairs,
which I felt stupid in doing so, because every time I do they would shrugged
everything I say and go on sitting wherever they want instead. (It would have
been nice if all of them would nicely tell me that they don’t like to sit where
I lead them to, instead of treating me like I should not care because I am
merely a facilitator.)
Segue: ansarap nung cassava na binenta
nung sociology class.
Good thing, the symposium has been
successful, that Sir Jacome, told us how thankful he is, that it won’t happen
if it weren’t for our help and all and if we saw his stapler, because it’s
missing and if we do “utang na loob, paki balik!”
Wednesday:
Nineteen
Sarah and I were not able to attend our
western history class because we were stocked in the middle of SLEX for failed
engine, gaaahh…after what seems like forever, some officials arrived to check
the problem and told us his own findings (which wasn’t really the
problem.)Afterwards he asked are you girls, related? Like sisters? We look at
each other and laugh doing all of it in a synchronize motion and said “hindi,
po!”
Thursday: Twenty
All I know is my kapatid, Sarah
had a crazy day, and I was just happy to not have the supposed long quiz in
Algebra!
We met our new prof. in
broadcast, she is the same prof. we have in Phil. Literature. She’s a good
professor and very nice too, but we are still hoping for our old prof. to
comeback, I even signed the signature campaign made by my classmates to be
given to the admin.
Friday:
Twenty One
Fpm group: We talked about Mike, we
shared stories he left for us, and we really missed him, debate circle will
never be the same without him, Mico his bestfriend might not attend the
training because his not part of it anymore and everytime I see Mico I would
feel sad because grievance is written all over his face, how he is still not
over the fact that Mike is no longer with us. wala na si KimChu
namin. He’s also my partner in debate we are assigned to be the bouncer every
time the screening is on going because he’s 6’2 tall. And we do love scaring
people trying out to be part of the circle. We also plan on wearing a paper bag
with holes only for eyes and everything’s covered so no one will know who’s me
or him. We also talked about how he was supposed to be the jack in jack in the
box, every time a debater would make a nonsense argument about a particular
topic.
Saturday:
Twenty Two
After bathing the 9dogs of ours.
I’m simply cramming and going crazy…gaaaaaaaahhhhhh…too many deadlines to
meet…pressure…stress!
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
cliches…
Quotations, lines in some songs and many others that either struck
me or I can just plainly relate, and others that actually inspire me and it can
also be something I find to be ideal, it’s hard to explain but one way or the other all this has something to do with me (malamangnoh?) …
‘Why do bad things happen
to good people MARY? That’s the mystery”
–coming from a broken record in the movie Captivity
“I just want you to know
who I am”
–my
favorite line in one of my favorite songs entitled Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
Emperor Meiji: Tell
me how he died…
Nathan Algien: I’ll
tell you how he lived…
-In The
last Samurai
“Feel the rain in
your skin (no one Else) no one else can feel it for you; only you can let it in”
Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield
“The World’s great men have not commonly been great scholars, nor its great scholar great men”
–Oliver
Wendell Holmes 1809-1844 American Author/Poet
“If a strong emotion suddenly lights all the candles
we carry inside ourselves, it creates a brightness that shines far beyond our
normal vision and then a splendid tunnel appears that show us to recover our lost divine origin. The soul longs to return to the place it came from, leaving the body lifeless”
_*JOHN* in
Like water for chocolates by Laura Esquivel
“Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you’re keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally came to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other 4 balls, family, health, friends and integrity are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will never be irrevocable, scuffed, wicked, perhaps even shattered”
–Suzanne in
Suzanne’s diary for Nicholas by James Patterson
“Reality is
Far better than fantasy”
–Mary/Lola
(Lindsay Lohan in the confession of teenage drama queen)
*I really don’t know but right now, I’ll stick to
daydreaming…haha(^-^)*
“We know, we have to be light of the world but most of the time we failed to figure out what kind of light we have to shine out”
-By Artistic Worshiper Ramus in www.cyworld.com/ran_amus
“The true greatness of a person does not lie in richness or power but in character and goodness”
–Anne Frank *Tales from
the Secret Annex*
“Ang Pagibig hindi
dinidivide, minumultiply yan”
–Leah in
Bata bata paano ka ginawah
*haha, I agree with her, that is why I can’t understand others trying so
hard to explain to their love ones how their heart and love are divided unto
them…
“Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives…but none about his/her own…” -The Alchemist
“I walk
under a bus got hit by a train, it felt so good I wanna do it again…”
-Buses and Train by Bachelor Girl
*The Irony of love…ejeje
“Sumayaw ka na parang walang nanonood, kumanta na parang walang nakikinig at umibig ng parang hindi ka nasaktan”
-Kim Sam Soon tagalized version
(i don’t know who wrote it but this particular version, Ive seen on tv)
*Ambitious…(and it should be read the way Florenz say it…haha) hmmm…right, right, I really like the part with the dancing and singing in a literal way, it’s really cool if I would be able to do that, without being anxious at all…haha)
Kronk: So you
guys are really listening to my stories?
Old Woman: I am weeping from the inside
–Kronks new groove the movie
Wake up, who cares about
little boys that talks to much?
-To be with you of Mr. Big
“L, do you know that the god of death only eat apples?”
-Light
Yagami in deathnote
Segue: I love L Lawliet…yiiihhh
“There is nothing like good food to fill the emptiness of the heart”
-Linda “The Female
Principle by F. Sionil Jose
*well, I exhaust myself trying to get an explanation with my unending
pigging out lately but I think this one can’t still explain it all…I like what
Ms. Jessica Zafra said in her article Twisted that food is good in venturing
your stress and depression, because they even entice you, that they already
welcome their death in our body. Something like that…they do not fight but
surrender easily…
“Life is a banquet and most damned fools are starving to death” –Auntie Mame
“Everything that’s worth having is some trouble”-Anne Shirley in Anne of Avonlea
Who would not know about these lines, they’re so famous that sometimes when you hear a wrong person using it, it would really ruin your day, and it becomes really cheesy too…(ruined momentums… that sucks…)
“Great power comes with great responsibility”
–Peter Parker’s grandfather in SpiderMan
“You Complete me” Tom Cruise in Jerry Mcguire
“You had me at hello” Renee Zellweger in Jerry Mcguire
(^-^)ejeje
“Love is like chocolates you don’t know what you might get”
-Forest Gump
*I don’t know if this is correct, I’m writing it from memory and I haven’t even
watched the film yet,(I’m such a LOSER!) but someone told me this and I said
that it sound so familiar and that I think I have heard it before and he
explained that it’s a famous line in a movie of tom hanks and so on…
“A sincere voice is louder than a crowd” -Elle woods in legally blonde
*Gasgas na ito sakin, I often remember this when I have to give an
example of a quote or something like that…
“Ang di magmahal sa sariling wika daig pa ang malansang isda” –Jose Rizal
-it’s like a broken record that I keep on hearing in elementary that I even have to read it’s English version in a foreigners page to actually give it some thought
and have an impact on me…
From my Mentors…
“I don’t get angry, I get even” as our Department Head in CMS often
inculcate to us when our class are doing what they are known for…(what is
that?… it’s only that they said Communication students are all noisy, and
mind you, it’s not all gossip)
“What’s in a name?” –As Sir Rommel Corro bluntly put it after
telling us how others could discriminate like in the classified ads, they would indicate a certain school name which a student should have graduated, to be able to get a job in their company as if other small school doesn’t exist, that only those particular school they mentioned are the only ones who got great students…
“I can be Nasty”
by Ms. Linda Itchon, also very memorable, first hear it from ms. Was when I was
in Second year and when it was repeated in our junior years it has been a
laughingstock of most CMS students because we thought it’s just a joke but
troubles arise just by this particular phrase.
“Mga Anak kayo ng Nanay Niyo!” As my ever favorite Highschool Teacher Ms. Lolit Casipit often exclaim when we are going a bit overboard…
“CONTROL” Sir Danilo Aragon always makes it a point that he
wrote this on the board (and most of the time, it’s the only thing written on
it he said that when you have control, it’s like having everything…(I will not
further explain…)
-Here I think his other expressions are far famous than this one like
“si GMA…!” with matching High Manly Voice of his, who could ever forget that?,
sometimes students would greet him with “Sir, Kamusta si GMA?!” while imitating his voice…
“In a race, it’s not how fast you run, it’s how long you can keep your fastest pace to the finish line”
Sir Lenn Arre in Nat. Sci 12.
“If your mind is tired, tire your body as well then if your body is also tired go to sleep and it will all balance” –as my PE14 professor often quoted Mr. Angco